Taking the Scenic Route

Headache down to a dull roar with meds, but I feel really weird on them…woozy and foggy brain.  I am really yearning to feel like myself again.  It seems like I have spent most of the summer sick.  Such a beautiful summer and I am missing it.  I had so many things to get done in this break and almost none of them are getting done.  Zane is clingy, I am hoping it is just because he is sensing something wrong with me and not because he is getting sick.  I do know it is really hard not to scream at him to be quiet and go away and let me *at least* lay down (forget about sleeping until we can get another door lock…the only room we can lock off contains all of his toys.)  without crawling all over me.  It isn’t fair to him and he does not understand, but every little noise and touch is amplified and it is absolute torture right now.

We are sitting on pins and needles waiting for the financial aid to get in.  You would think Zach is the first person to graduate in the summer and go to grad school in the fall for all the trouble he has had.  The first date to pick up your financial aid was last Thursday.  We spent $10 of the last $20 on meds for me today.  My mom offered to pay for it, but I am really just hoping that our money will be in soon (like tomorrow).  We owe her so dang much money already it is ridiculous.

Hopefully, I will be able to write a happier blog soon.  This is depressing.