Taking the Scenic Route

I have been sooo busy today.  I got really behind in housework (sat on my ass because I was depressed and listless) and worked to make a dent in it today.  Zach balanced the checkbook only to discover that if we don’t spend another dime, we will be short $300 for rent in July.  *sigh*  I am so tired of this!  He gets more money on the 7th, but they start eviction procedings on the 4th, so it will be fun. oh well.  Maybe I will find a way to get some money…find something to sell on ebay or get some charms sold.  Zach just really underestimated the cost of his books (he usually over estimates, so this was a shocker) and some bills were a lot more than we thought they would be.

I did finally order some poop holders.  Instead of coming out of the regular money, all my paypal will be zapped and some of our regular money.  (no new yarn *cry*)  I need to spend the money because I don’t have enough right now and we have been buying sposies to fill in the gaps…so I am going to spend the money anyway and this makes a lot more sense.  I wish I hadn’t promised my friend dipes because I can’t really afford them (and they can afford them even less), but somehow it will work itself out….God makes a way when there is no way.  I just have to listen to figure out what I need to do to make everything work out.  I was so set on ordering yarn and making some soakers to surprise a friend.  I even had an extra pair of eyes to scout out what she would like and I can’t do anything about it.

Zach started his regular session classes today and is geared up for the semester.  He is excited to finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.  He got a B on his presession class. which I thought was pretty good considering the time constraints and it being out of his field.  He was dissapointed, but I think he is fine with it…mostly glad it is done!

Actually, despite the money issues, I feel fairly good about life.  I am dragging myself out of my depression and making myself participate in life more again.  The positive comments on my smilies have really made my week…I felt competent at something again and it helped in other areas of my life.  I have a ways to go, but at least I am to the point I am able to fight my way back again.

Puzzle boy